Hello dear watchers!

Do I read that right?
It's 2010?
I survived two decades on this chaotic planet?
....wow...can't believe it xD

Whatsoever I have brought home tons of new photos, since I was
at 's Place and yesh it was LOTS of fun.

Well the famous New Year's pledge.
At least concerning Deviantart I want to do waaay more photos.
And as my first deviation this year may already show I wanna try around
with stop-motion.

I mean hey BJDs are just PERFECT for that purpose! xD

Can't wait for the things this year still has to show >w<

Best regards to everyone
Tekila~

Hey there!

It's me again xD

After 6 hours of christmas-shopping I finally got home T__T!
Streeesss~~~~

Anyways...what I wanted to tell you iiiis...tadadadam:

I have a new hamster!!!

It's a female, 2 month old, she is light-gray with brown ears
and her name is..~~~ Harley!

*///////*

*happy*
It's the christmaspresent from my sister >w<
and aaaw little Harley is so cute~

She's still a bit shy~
But as soon as it is possible I'll take a pic or maybe film her with my cam.

GOSH I HAVE A HAMSTER AGAIN >___<

Hello dear watchers,

I calmed down a bit after my last journal.
Especially after drawing Skoll and Hati again.

Talking about them, I come to a question I have.
The story about those both and their parents keeps growing
in my mind and as if this wasn't funny enough my head keeps talking
to me in english *lol*
So the story would be in english and stuff.

Now my question is:
Is anyone even interested in reading that?
I'm not a very skilled writer and I think I never wrote a whole story like that
in english.

I'd be happy if I'd get at least some replies ._.
(and yes, it annoys me...30 watchers and only 3 or 4 of them are active...lD
why the fuck are you watching me anyway if you don't even FAVE anything let alone commenting on
anything?)

Hello there.

You know, I really love christmas.
But...I hate the time BEFORE christmas.

My uncle (slightly mentally disabled) is here and so I have to
move into my moms room...the coldest room of that fucking appartment (our heater is a PAIN in the ass).
Meaning I'm freezing the whole day.
Yay merry christmas 8D

Second my mother is stressing me with presents and stuff I "have (not -_-) to" do for christmas.
which is making me really aggressiv cause I don't see why I should do the stuff SHE is supposed to do (yes, I'm a lazy ass) .
I'm in the worst fuck off mood ever.

I mean heelllooo? Why can't you just sit back.
Get the presents 3 weeks before the actual christmas day (I had mine like a month ago).
Just buy the stuff for the christmas-food-thingy and...let christmas come without making the
time before the most horrible and stressing time of the whole year?

Also I don't see why I should buy presents for anyone who is not even HERE.
I mean..okay my dad is another thing but....
No. Just. No.
Not here. No presents. End.
Also I'm pissed cause I got holidays and it is even MORE stressing then
my school time!!

I'm just PISSED about that.
GROAR ~____~
How I hate my family sometimes.
Big fat "We need to stress about EVERYTHING!" family that is.
-_- I want the 26th to come and go to shion already T_T
What I have there at least is REAL christmas, though it's the wrong date.. ><
I'm close to crying cause it just annoys me.

One hour ago I looked for my hamster.
And found him lying there. Not moving.
I picked him up and he still reacted so I thought he'd be in some kind
of wintersleep but...well...he died in my hands as it seems.

He didn't even become really old.

My poor dear Cloud.

He may rest in peace...